I don't feel shattered nor bruised, more like broken and naked, It's worse this time cause i honestly thought I was going to make it.
You told me things would get better, and I really thought they would. I feel empty like the last real piece of me shattered on the ground, I feel so lost, but I just keep on walking with no air no wind or sound.
I actually honestly truthfully though, that this time I could win, I put out my heart on my sleeve and once again, and like always I got cut, and battered. You see, that's why my friend I won't let anybody in.
It hurts so bad. Do you know why I won't try? Because my heart is so soar. Because if I get let down again I don't think I can bare it anymore.
It's like everyones singing a song and I forgot the melody, I really wanted it to work, once apron a me I, when I was whole, I …STOPPED… and I actually felt… happy?
But that was back when life was easy It's like everyone hears me but nobody listens.
I don't feel shattered nor bruised, not real broken or naked, Just… Empty.
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